free writing.

I want something else and I’m not sure what to call it and I don’t want to call it ordinary love.

I want us to have fire in our hearts, I want us to burn with so much love.

I want to hold your soul as if it was your hand.

I want to find semblance of peace in your breastbone.

I want to look at you at night like you were a star and hold you in your ribs in the morning.

I want to give you all the attention you deserve.

I want to see you naked but not to see you undressed but to see what you’re passionate about or what is the craziest thing you’ve done.

I don’t want predictable love, I want to have surprises.

I want us to have tattoos of the first morning we woke up together.

I want our memories to hurt me in the future for I don’t want you to leave me but if you need to walk away I will ask you to come back if you’re ready.

I will ask you to bend to be small for the size of my fist just to make sure you won’t get away.

I want extraordinary love, the one that people will be curious about how you came back after leaving so many years without saying goodbye.

I want people to ask us about how did we end up together.

I want you to challenge me how much I love you.

I don’t want us to believe in destiny, if I want to be with you, I will make an effort.

I will love you unconditionally and I will give you endless chances.

I want something else and I’m not sure what to call it.

True love? Great love?